falshback memory

i remember when we are together. we are so young @ that time. we doing some stuff together just hangout @ ur house.. from four of us. u are the one who know what do you wants to be, very responsible and mature for ur age. u like writing and u join our high school magazine team, being frelance for jawa pos, one of paskibraka team, and a bright student when we are in high school. there's no one who don't know u not just because ur success but because u're humble, love to smile and love to make friends..
u re a role model not just being a student, but also a daughter and a friend.

time pass by, i remember i attended ur wedding party. u look happy and adorable beside ur hubby. @ that time i don't know who the man beside u is, because after graduation we not often to contact each of other and u never told about him.

after that we met once when we lived jakarta. u look so happy and give me some advice that i should get married too :)
for one year latter i heard u have a son, mikhail. i already see his picture. he is so cute...

last year i visited u @ hospital. i don't recognize u when i saw u when i enter ur room..@ that time u already woke up from coma. i'm very sad look @ you but i couldn't show my sadness. i try to be strong in front of you.. i want u become a person that i used to know..i want u have spirit and motivate to fight again...
i'm very thank full that i could take care of u for a while, accompany u, cheers up, giving little massage for ur foot, make a joke so u can smile, hold ur hand and say it'll be ok..then i heard u get home and get well for each day..until yesterday i get call from nino about u.. u have passed away..
it's so sad to heard that news...i could look ur face for the last time..i just could sent u a pray for u, write some memories @ this blog, and keep u in my heart..
good bye doe..have a rest from long fighting in live..someday we meet again..
i'm sorry if i could be such a best friend for u..
i love u...