i still have'nt found that i looking for

lately..my mind fulled by those question..what u looking for in this life? have u found that? where i could find that? etc..
strange feeling come up without any expectation..like loneliness, demotivation for to do anything and don't know what i really wants...
those feeling bother me until i met her..she brought me an idea, clear my mind..gave me a new hope...and passion to found what i looking for... ow ya, after have a little meditation and little chat with my beloved father of entire human being i know what i want..it's just one word .............happiness...........
and i don't have to search anywhere, i just have to look inside..inside of my self..